Feeling the blues lately.
Can't put my finger on it....not sure why.... probably alot of stuff... my baby growing up........ finances...... expenses...... things unknown.............over extended.........to much alone time..........not enough alone time..... too much parental stress and decision making for one set of shoulders.... my baby not needing help with decisions anymore............ see even trying to write it down doesn't make any sense!
But..........I know that God knows what is wrong................. He knows before I know................He feels before I feel............... He hurts before I hurt!
I guess I feel better when I can label the "issues" that way I can put it neatly in it's box and move on.... that is part of my problem...... my "closet" is full and overflowing with those tightly wrapped boxes............ the thought of unwrapping one.... much less the whole closet makes me feel like Pandora!
I wish I could name how or why I feel this way.... I wish I could "blame" something. I wish I had a TRUE reason to be blue.... BUT I DO NOT!!!!
I AM sooo BLESSED!!!!!!
Blessed beyond measure!!!!
Blessed beyond understanding!!!
Blessed beyond acceptance!!!!!!!!!!!!
Blessed beyond compare!!!!!!!!!!
Blessed beyond anything I DESERVE!!!!!!!!
Dear Lord- please help me to see all my blessings and praise YOUR mighty name. help me to stop the tears that flow for no reason! Help me to marvel in YOUR greatness and focus my thoughts on YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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