Made it through...

Well.... yep it has been a long time... and no excuses...other than fear. Digging in and being honest... even if it is only with myself is hard... and it has been easier to just pull the covers over my head, or paste on a smile and get through another day. But get through I have, and I will count it all as a success... because God can use all things (praise be!) even if I can't inch my foot forward. Yesterday ( 12/26) was another first- as the day was before. and I made it through... maybe not as triumphantly as I would have wished... but I made it through. I wanted to log back in , just for a moment... first- to make sure that I could, and second, to try to commit to re blogging-at least weekly- because this is a record of my journey where God is leading me up the mountain, and someday, when I get to the top... and get my new name... I want to be able to look back and give God the glory!